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Are you pushing your worst fears into reality?

October 3, 2009

“Why?” Even though I haven’t continued with the blogging book club, I have continued with my 15 Minutes of Nothing.  Well, I guess it’s not really “Nothing” any longer.  You see, I’ve turned it into a mediation and I like to take notes when I meditate.  In fact, lots of times my meditation notes are [...]

Facing the Unknown with Relief

June 26, 2008

Right before I found out the tumor is benign I wrote in my journal, “You know this unknown (the biopsy results) really isn’t all that different from any other unknown.  We live with things we can’t know and control all the time.  So why not live happily with this unknown too?” And then the nurse [...]

Filling Up Empty

June 23, 2008

I’m in the office and there are probably a hundred other things I should be doing right now. But, blogging I am because I need it. Because I’m trying to make sense of things I don’t know. Because I’m waiting. And sometimes I feel like giving up. “Are you worried?” she asks. long pause “Well, [...]